Okay... I got bad again. I stopped posting while I was down south, and I just haven't been back on here since I got back a couple of weeks ago.

What a crazy couple of weeks too, storms are crazy, and I'm just glad to say I have power, another post on that later in the week though.

This week for my Diary Series, I'm going to write about what I would do if I had a million dollars.

The first few things I would do are fairly trivial, but I think it's what most people would do.

I would invest some. I'm not sure what in, but hey, if I happen to get a million dollars, I'll let you know.

I would buy my mum a house. She deserves it. I'd buy or build a house for myself too.

I'd pay off all my debt, which isn't much anymore! {You have no idea how excited I am about that}

After all of that, I would donate some to a charity. Something to do with children. Maybe a few different ones.

If after all of that I had some left over, then I'd do some traveling and shopping.

Let's be honest though, how many of you would do something different? From all the people I've talked to, these are the same sorts of things they'd do.

Okay, so this one, though I could easily go with having L, has definitely got to be when I graduated university last year.

I was so proud of myself. And it pretty much explains itself.

It took me four long years. Some of the hardest work I have ever done, but to walk across that stage, it was just amazing.

My biggest want is to travel. And I'm hoping to get somewhere in the next year, add some more stamps to my passport. It's always been something I've wanted and I will make sure it happens.

Apart from that, another material want is to get a DSLR camera, which hopefully is going to be happening very soon and you have no idea how excited I am about it!

As for non-material wants... well, I guess it's what most people want really.

I want to be healthy, and happy. I want to love and be loved. I want to surround myself with positive thoughts and positive people. I want to regain my confidence in myself.

There are so many things I want that I just can't put into words. But i know that if I try hard enough, and keep that confidence in myself, I will achieve them.

I have decided to start a little thing I'm calling my diary series. I might even start a link up for it, we'll just see. 

Each Sunday, I'm going to post each of these. It will go on for 20 weeks. Some weeks the topics may be a bit more in depth than others, but I will do my best. My goal for this project is to let people see more about me, and the way I view the things that happen in my life. I'm not looking to push beliefs on anyone or anything like that. It is my safe way of showing my views and opinions. I look forward to your comments!

Today's topic is someday. Take that in any way you want to. Today I will take it in the form of 'Someday I will'...

Someday, I will make sure that I follow my dreams. For now, I know I talk a lot about dreams and what I want to do with my life, for example, getting my business off the ground. But in reality, I'm just not doing much to help that happen.

One day, hopefully in the near future, I will find the motivation I need to be able to start realising these goals of mine.

Someday I will travel. I have a long list of places that I want to visit, but at the moment, a lack of funds just makes it impossible for me to make them happen. In a way I'm being more pro-active about this, and the fact that I have a teaching degree helps.

Recently I've been looking into working overseas and teaching English, or even just moving to Australia and using my degree there. If there is one thing I don't want to do, it's waste four years at university and a $25,000 student loan, to end up working in a job that has nothing to do with it.

Someday I want to be able to be a stay at home mumma again. I do want more children, and I do want to get married and be a wife, but at this particular point in time, it's not a thing that will be happening any time soon, as my career is my biggest focus right now.

It may sound selfish, or like I don't care. But in all honesty, I think it means I care more. I want to be able to show L, and any future children, that I do have goals, and I have done my best in life to meet and acomplish these goals. 

Someday, I will make someone proud.